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'I wanna be dead' - High schooler fixated on Columbine posted dim considerations on the web

The Florida youngster whose indicated interest with the 1999 Columbine school slaughter started a monstrous chase for her this week seems to have kept an online diary peppered with rough symbolism and flooded with depression, outrage and self-destructive considerations.

An online diary composed by somebody who recognized herself as "Sol Pais" - the young person who experts said was discovered dead on Wednesday - included passages that suggested "plans" that would prompt the creator's demise, however they didn't portray explicit dangers against others.

Law requirement has not affirmed Pais is the creator of the diary.

"Being alive is f****** exaggerated," one section peruses, over an illustration of a handgun running off with "prepared?" underneath. "I wanna be dead so f****** terrible officially," another page from last September says.

Pais, 18, was discovered dead of an obvious self-perpetrated gunfire twisted on Wednesday, experts stated, days after she made a trip to Denver from her home in Florida and purchased a shotgun in front of Saturday's twentieth commemoration of the Columbine Secondary School shooting in Littleton, Colorado.

Experts had portrayed Pais as "very hazardous" and "beguiled" with the mass shooting, in which two understudies murdered 12 colleagues and an educator. She made undisclosed dangers, authorities stated, inciting various Denver-region schools to close on Wednesday as a safeguard.

In a section dated July 2018, the lady portrayed a fantasy about her feasible arrangements.

"I was just seven days from the day, and I had my f****** shotgun as of now, and I simply recollect the consistent falsehoods - to my family, companions, police, to instructors," she said in relating the fantasy.

An attracting of what gives off an impression of being the barrel of a shotgun and a shotgun shell shows up underneath the section.

"One year is quite a while for agony like this," she wrote in another 2018 section. "I wish I could get a weapon before the finish of the mid year."

A client on the National Weapon Gathering utilized a similar screen name as the blog's creator in a progression of posts beginning in late Walk looking for exhortation on how a 18-year-old Florida occupant could purchase a shotgun in Colorado.

"I am arranging an excursion to Colorado in the following month or something like that and wanna purchase a shotgun while I'm there and I was pondering what confinements apply for me?" the primary post read.

Pais lived in Surfside, Florida, where her folks detailed her missing on Monday. That day, she traveled to Denver, as indicated by experts, and bought a shotgun and ammo lawfully at a store in Littleton, not a long way from Columbine.

A man who recognized himself as Pais' dad told the Miami Messenger on Tuesday that he had lost contact with Pais.

"I think possibly she has a psychological issue," he stated, the paper revealed. "I believe she's going to be alright."

Colleagues at Miami Shoreline Senior Secondary School, where Pais was an understudy, portrayed her as brilliant and unassuming, if to some degree socially unbalanced, the paper revealed.

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